Affirmations are something that EVERY sissy should do. When I start my 12 step sissy school camp, they ALL start off with affirmations, but each one has a different SET of affirmations tailored to every sissy’s need. I have said this numerous times but I don’t believe in fitting anyone into a box. Perhaps you are a sissy slut that loves the frills and lace, or maybe you are just a man that enjoys wearing women’s panties but don’t refer to yourself as a sissy. While there may be CATEGORIES you fit into, you won’t fit in PERFECTLY because you have your own individual set of needs, wants and desires…THAT is what makes you perfect, not the box.
I have been enjoying the torment that Sissy Justen has been enduring as of late. Here are her latest sissy diary submissions:
7/15 I did my affirmations this morning when I woke up, when I closed my eyes I saw me putting on girlie clothes in front of a mirror. There were a few girls there, and they were helping me. Today I had a salad for lunch which I was good, there wasn’t anything special about it though. Honestly I was thinking if I was cool with people not knowing this side of me, and I found out that I am, the only person I’m cool with sharing this side of me is my partner whoever they may be a mistress or a girlfriend or wife, doesn’t matter who they just need to be able to accept me for me :)!
Mistress Commentary: It is always wonderful to have that person you can truely, honestly connect with. Be it a mistress, friend, or significant other. I also wanted to add, that perhaps this vision of putting on your finest sissy maids uniform or sexy negligee could in fact come true! I could find another sissy training mistress to watch you, perhaps for your graduation?
I edge after that and didn’t cum. When I finished I took my shower and today I felt like I smelt really good. I went to school then went to a friend’s house and listened to her as she talked about her boyfriend and how he was coming back this week. I don’t like her boyfriend he is a dick but she likes him so I just listen. When I got back I was in the basement with my family watching a t.v. Show and I saw this woman, she looked so hot I wish I looked like her and had a girlfriend, mistress or whoever like her she was amazing :0.
Mistress Commentary: Ahhh A bit of a Tranny Fantasy Huh? We will be having some fun with this one. Nothing more exciting than being able to be with an Exotic woman. A girl with…Something EXTRA. 😉
7/17 today when I got up I saw that my parents were not home so I gathered a pair of panties a garter belt and stockings and went to the bath room. I shaved my legs half way before I took a shower. I hate shaving I am always worried I’m going to cut myself :(. After the shower I put on my panties and other stuff and walked into my room and started doing my homework. After a couple hours my parents came home and I put on some pants over my girl clothing. They left so I took off my pants then I did my sissy affirmations and saw myself as a sissy school girl with long black hair the outfit I saw myself wearing was hot!! I went downstairs after my affirmations and watched a little t.v, after that went up stairs and read a book. Today was a good day, kinda boring but I needed to stay home.
Mistress Commentary: Shaving is a hassle for boys and girls. Mistresses and Sissies. I am somewhat of a masochistic myself and LOVE getting them wax. One day I will go and get the laser hair removal on my legs but we’ll see. As far as nicking yourself…It will happen. It seems to happen LESS with me when I shave using hair conditioner or lotion and then right after putting baby oil on my legs. (there is a nice little sissy shaving tip for you all to enjoy)
7/18 this morning I took a nice long bath, it felt so good. I had my laptop in and had the mp3 for the affirmations and listened to it a couple times. I really enjoy listening to it.
While I listened I saw myself sucking a girls cock while other girls watched, I was wearing nothing but a bra and panties.
It made me get horny so I edged after the bath. After I edged I did a little yoga in my panties the put on pants and helped my parents move furniture so my mom can paint. I went out after and saw skyfall which was boring. I went home and them played a couple video games with my friend and talked to my other friend who went to basic training. Then I went to bed… I have school tomorrow 🙁 I wish I had it off!!
Mistress Commentary: To bad you cant compare notes…His Basic Training to your Sissy Training I bet they can be equally intense physically and mentally. 😉
That was the weekend of Justen and Next week I’ll post her next sissy diary submissions. She seems to be enjoying the training and slowly but surely seeping into this new lifestyle and way of life.
There still is the issue of NAMING my sissy~ I think we have narrowed it down, and the naming ceremony will commence very soon! 🙂