Hello, I am a sissy butt slut.

I realized I loved cock very early. I started posting on Craigslist when I was younger and would fuck guys while still in school

I would expose my pictures and videos online in chat rooms, cam shows, and Craigslist. Grinder has made it Soo much easier.

BBC is my biggest craving. I love twerking for black guys.

My ass is always plugged while I do this. Once I started buying dildos online, I turned into a full butt slut. Bigger dildos to feed my “size queen” cravings. More exposure continued thought the years.

Now I’m at the point where BBC worship is all I want to do.

My passion for gaping my butt and dressing like a whore stems from an early memory where I was held down and dry humped by a group of older boys. After that I think I just realized I need to submit to real men and give my ass to BBC daddies.

It makes me proud knowing I can take a 10 inch cock in my butt. It fills that need I was born with that makes me weak to an alpha daddy with a big cock.

I have a girlfriend also.

She knows I’m a sissy. She has pegged me a few times and she often found my online videos and profiles.

I guess all I can do is submit this diary entry furthering my path down the sissy rabbit hole.

I’ll probably go too far this time and actually ruin relationships in my life.

Response from Mistress Lillith: Would it really be ruining relationships though? You’d be exposed and out, so really it anyone that doesn’t accept it would just be excusing themselves and making more room for you to find people that can accept the real BBC worshipping you.

Continue feeding your hungry dildo obsessed booty – happy stretching in the new year!

When eager sissy beavers submit for complete sissy exposure – they find themselves on the edge of their seats. Waiting. Watching.

The same can be said of Sissy Oliver here.

You will rarely find me posting complete exposure right away unless they are live on the phone or in a skype session with me. Why? Because I get off on the power exchange of it all. I know you are chomping at the bit and I want you to sit and stew. I want your obsession to grow and see if it will grow or if you will find yourself regretting the decision to become exposed.

My blog is forever. I have no reason nor desire to really take anything down and even if they paid the very high fee for the picture removal REQUEST, the written words themselves will never be removed and the REQUEST is just that…a request. I reserve the right to deny it. I have a couple of times.

I want to shed the light on you. I want you to be exposed. Sissies need to be exposed. Sissies may purge, Mistress Lillith will not.

Once again you are being re-introduced to Sissy Oliver Wilson-Shaw.

“ My full name is Oliver Wilson-Shaw. I have been exposed before and tried to purge. This time I want it to be for real. 

I am not a cock loving sissy. Just a lingerie wearing, don’t own any male underwear, married wannabe cuckold type of sissy.

I frequently wet myself deliberately and publicly just the danger of getting caught by someone I know is a pure thrill.

If my wife knew the full extent of my perversions I probably wouldn’t be married anymore.

I have been using phone sex to get off for years “

Using phone sex and an array of panties and lingerie. LOL I’m also thinking at some point if the panty wetting gets too extreme I may have to introduce Sissy Oliver Wilson-Shaw to some sissy diapers and plastic panties. I think there is something to work with here for Oliver Wilson-Shaw.

Panty and lingerie wearing is only a part of it. It’s time to grow.

I know what is best for my dear sissies. I only have your best interests at heart and the best of intentions…even if you don’t know what’s good for you.

What is good for Sissy Oliver Wilson-Shaw? What is it that this sissy needs?

To feel the warmth of the spotlight shining down on here – ultimately…permanently.

Dear Sissy Diary:

I am in the chastity phase. I need help. Begging for a Mistress to help train this novice sissy slut.

i am wearing a pink dress, nude pantyhose with white ankle sox. My ass is stuffed with an 8″ realistic dildo. I am locked in a chastity cage under my silky pink panties.

Please Mistress Make me your bitch. I suck- I mean I’ll do anything for you.

My mind and body are yours if you’ll take charge of my life and free me from decisions.

I am easily hypnotized with a wide assortment of trigger phrases. “CUNT FACE NOW” is my current trance. I am lying on my back with my left leg up over the back of the couch.

I picture you pounding me as I thrust my beautiful dildo in and out of my ass.

My last Mistress reprogrammed me in one weekend. We drove 3 hrs north to a little beach town. It was known for its private beeches where anything goes.

We got adjoining rooms and Mistress took the bigger suite. I accepted Her directional nod and went to the bathroom.

“Take a shower”, she said. I heard the TV come on as I took off my clothes.

I thought I heard the door close again and asked” Miss”? “Yeah, toss me your clothes”. I threw my shorts, sox, underwear and t shirt out-side the bathroom door.

I was about to turn off the shower when the shower door opened and my Mistress entered.

“Stand against the wall with your arms out kay. I’m going to let you use my moisturizer” I smiled slightly remembering the sweet odor.

Mistress said “this kind has a delayed reaction. It smells bad until it gets rinsed”

She lied of course.

I guess this sissy seems to be slightly desperate for a mistress to serve. The best place to find cries for help is in a diary. LOL. Also seems as though this story may be missing a few parts. The moisturizer…was it a soft scented moisturizer or was it nair? The part about the delayed reaction and a bad scent until it is rinced had me believing that it is NOT moisturizer, but nair. Removing the body hair from you.

Hairless sissies are always much better ~ Hope you had a good trip to the beach sissy!

Interested in sending in a submission to possibly be posted on Sissy Diaries? Click here (make sure to read/follow the rules or it won’t be posted)

Being a sissy cumslut is a dirty job. Best to NOT do that in the proverbial closet.

It’s always a good idea to clean out the closet whenever you get a chance. For one, I’m a bit of neat freak and two…there is so much more room for all things sexy and femme in your closet once you remover yourself from it.

Colton here is on the right track. She claims she is a closeted sissy but the truth is, she is going to be expelled from said hypothetical (And possibly literal) closet. It makes me giggle that she goes through her Fiancé’s closet for the best outfits. She is choosing date night outfits for herself because obviously she is meeting up with random men she finds online and via different apps. I wonder what outfit her fiancé would choose for her? I bet her fiancé regularly picks out her own outfits to go meet real men to hook up with too. Clearly they have some common ground. LOL

Sissy Colton even admitted to stealing and dressing in her Mother in Law’s panties and dresses – then would go out and fuck men, bare back. Colton is the poster girl for sissy cum slut whore. Im not sure how she ever thought she could really hide in the closet, but It’s my privilege to expose her for the true sissy she was meant to be.

Some of her fondest memories are of her in your Mother in Law’s lingerie, dancing and prancing around the room playing with that clit stick and masturbating. She shared some other dirty deeds too but some a little too naught to share here. (involves tampons, I’ll let your minds wander with that)

Colton was never a real man and really has always been a cum slut sissy. How else could she explain being fucked by more men then women? Hell, the number of men she has fucked is less than the number of women she has kissed. She says her Fiancé doesn’t know…but…I’m willing to be she knows. Oh, she knows.

She knows what a cock sucking cum guzzling dumpster slut of a sissy you are. She’s probably just waiting for you to admit to it so she can exploit you more and probably cuckold you with real men…or perhaps even share a man or two.

Enjoy being expelled from the closet and exposed indefinitely!

I will forever feel like an exposed sissy is a re-birthed sissy. Once something is posted out there on the internet, it is forever. Even if someone were to pay a removal fee – that never guarantees with 100% certainty that those pictures will be hidden forever. You never know who is reading sites and deciding to lift photos. My removal fee is for my time and for your hope – but…my hope, is that I never have to remove these in the first place. Id much rather an exposed sissy remain an exposed sissy … indefinitely.

Like this sissy, Becca.

According to her she has hidden her secret crossdressing, sissy desires for 10 years. But, I’d be willing to be that she has had these urges LOOOOONG before that. Maybe it was 10 years ago that she admitted it.

Becca has admitted how much of a cock sucking cumguzzling cum dumpster she is. When she is dressed up and forced to her knees to worship a big fat meaty cock – she is at her happiest. She finds her sissy faggot clitty dripping and drooling while being treated like the whore she is.

She did tell me that it was scary to be outted. It can be scary and it can be exciting – and that is all the more reason to do it!

So here is Becca.

Becca likes to suck cock.

Becca is a sissy slut.

Becca is a sissy whore.

Becca wants to suck a cock, have to wipe the cum off of her chin as she smiles and says ‘Thank you Mistress, may I have another?”

Becca is exposed – always and forever. Stop by and say “hi” to her. Show her what you got, she’s sure to show you a good time ?