Hello, I am a sissy butt slut.

I realized I loved cock very early. I started posting on Craigslist when I was younger and would fuck guys while still in school

I would expose my pictures and videos online in chat rooms, cam shows, and Craigslist. Grinder has made it Soo much easier.

BBC is my biggest craving. I love twerking for black guys.

My ass is always plugged while I do this. Once I started buying dildos online, I turned into a full butt slut. Bigger dildos to feed my “size queen” cravings. More exposure continued thought the years.

Now I’m at the point where BBC worship is all I want to do.

My passion for gaping my butt and dressing like a whore stems from an early memory where I was held down and dry humped by a group of older boys. After that I think I just realized I need to submit to real men and give my ass to BBC daddies.

It makes me proud knowing I can take a 10 inch cock in my butt. It fills that need I was born with that makes me weak to an alpha daddy with a big cock.

I have a girlfriend also.

She knows I’m a sissy. She has pegged me a few times and she often found my online videos and profiles.

I guess all I can do is submit this diary entry furthering my path down the sissy rabbit hole.

I’ll probably go too far this time and actually ruin relationships in my life.

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Response from Mistress Lillith: Would it really be ruining relationships though? You’d be exposed and out, so really it anyone that doesn’t accept it would just be excusing themselves and making more room for you to find people that can accept the real BBC worshipping you.

Continue feeding your hungry dildo obsessed booty – happy stretching in the new year!

When eager sissy beavers submit for complete sissy exposure – they find themselves on the edge of their seats. Waiting. Watching.

The same can be said of Sissy Oliver here.

You will rarely find me posting complete exposure right away unless they are live on the phone or in a skype session with me. Why? Because I get off on the power exchange of it all. I know you are chomping at the bit and I want you to sit and stew. I want your obsession to grow and see if it will grow or if you will find yourself regretting the decision to become exposed.

My blog is forever. I have no reason nor desire to really take anything down and even if they paid the very high fee for the picture removal REQUEST, the written words themselves will never be removed and the REQUEST is just that…a request. I reserve the right to deny it. I have a couple of times.

I want to shed the light on you. I want you to be exposed. Sissies need to be exposed. Sissies may purge, Mistress Lillith will not.

Once again you are being re-introduced to Sissy Oliver Wilson-Shaw.

“ My full name is Oliver Wilson-Shaw. I have been exposed before and tried to purge. This time I want it to be for real. 

I am not a cock loving sissy. Just a lingerie wearing, don’t own any male underwear, married wannabe cuckold type of sissy.

I frequently wet myself deliberately and publicly just the danger of getting caught by someone I know is a pure thrill.

If my wife knew the full extent of my perversions I probably wouldn’t be married anymore.

I have been using phone sex to get off for years “

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Using phone sex and an array of panties and lingerie. LOL I’m also thinking at some point if the panty wetting gets too extreme I may have to introduce Sissy Oliver Wilson-Shaw to some sissy diapers and plastic panties. I think there is something to work with here for Oliver Wilson-Shaw.

Panty and lingerie wearing is only a part of it. It’s time to grow.

I know what is best for my dear sissies. I only have your best interests at heart and the best of intentions…even if you don’t know what’s good for you.

What is good for Sissy Oliver Wilson-Shaw? What is it that this sissy needs?

To feel the warmth of the spotlight shining down on here – ultimately…permanently.