Justen — Sissy and Tranny Fantasies

Affirmations are something that EVERY sissy should do. When I start my 12 step sissy school camp, they ALL start off with affirmations, but each one has a different SET of affirmations tailored to every sissy’s need. I have said this numerous times but I don’t believe in fitting anyone into a box. Perhaps you are a sissy slut that loves the frills and lace, or maybe you are just a man that enjoys wearing women’s panties but don’t refer to yourself as a sissy. While there may be CATEGORIES you fit into, you won’t fit in PERFECTLY because you have your own individual set of needs, wants and desires…THAT is what makes you perfect, not the box.

I have been enjoying the torment that Sissy Justen has been enduring as of late. Here are her latest sissy diary submissions:

7/15 I did my affirmations this morning when I woke up, when I closed my eyes I saw me putting on girlie clothes in front of a mirror. There were a few girls there, and they were helping me. Today I had a salad for lunch which I was good, there wasn’t anything special about it though. Honestly I was thinking if I was cool with people not knowing this side of me, and I found out that I am, the only person I’m cool with sharing this side of me is my partner whoever they may be a mistress or a girlfriend or wife, doesn’t matter who they just need to be able to accept me for me :)!

Mistress Commentary: It is always wonderful to have that person you can truely, honestly connect with. Be it a mistress, friend, or significant other. I also wanted to add, that perhaps this vision of putting on your finest sissy maids uniform or sexy negligee could in fact come true! I could find another sissy training mistress to watch you, perhaps for your graduation? 

7/16 Today I did my affirmations while my eyes were closed I saw myself as a maid servicing woman and trannies which turned me on a little ;).

I edge after that and didn’t cum. When I finished I took my shower and today I felt like I smelt really good. I went to school then went to a friend’s house and listened to her as she talked about her boyfriend and how he was coming back this week. I don’t like her boyfriend he is a dick but she likes him so I just listen. When I got back I was in the basement with my family watching a t.v. Show and I saw this woman, she looked so hot I wish I looked like her and had a girlfriend, mistress or whoever like her she was amazing :0.

Mistress Commentary: Ahhh A bit of a Tranny Fantasy Huh? We will be having some fun with this one. Nothing more exciting than being able to be with an Exotic woman. A girl with…Something EXTRA. 😉

7/17 today when I got up I saw that my parents were not home so I gathered a pair of panties a garter belt and stockings and went to the bath room. I shaved my legs half way before I took a shower. I hate shaving I am always worried I’m going to cut myself :(. After the shower I put on my panties and other stuff and walked into my room and started doing my homework. After a couple hours my parents came home and I put on some pants over my girl clothing. They left so I took off my pants then I did my sissy affirmations and saw myself as a sissy school girl with long black hair the outfit I saw myself wearing was hot!! I went downstairs after my affirmations and watched a little t.v, after that went up stairs and read a book. Today was a good day, kinda boring but I needed to stay home.

Mistress Commentary: Shaving is a hassle for boys and girls. Mistresses and Sissies. I am somewhat of a masochistic myself and LOVE getting them wax. One day I will go and get the laser hair removal on my legs but we’ll see. As far as nicking yourself…It will happen. It seems to happen LESS with me when I shave using hair conditioner or lotion and then right after putting baby oil on my legs. (there is a nice little sissy shaving tip for you all to enjoy)

7/18 this morning I took a nice long bath, it felt so good. I had my laptop in and had the mp3 for the affirmations and listened to it a couple times. I really enjoy listening to it.

While I listened I saw myself sucking a girls cock while other girls watched, I was wearing nothing but a bra and panties.

It made me get horny so I edged after the bath. After I edged I did a little yoga in my panties the put on pants and helped my parents move furniture so my mom can paint. I went out after and saw skyfall which was boring. I went home and them played a couple video games with my friend and talked to my other friend who went to basic training. Then I went to bed… I have school tomorrow 🙁 I wish I had it off!!

Mistress Commentary: To bad you cant compare notes…His Basic Training to your Sissy Training I bet they can be equally intense physically and mentally. 😉

That was the weekend of Justen and Next week I’ll post her next sissy diary submissions. She seems to be enjoying the training and slowly but surely seeping into this new lifestyle and way of life.

There still is the issue of NAMING my sissy~ I think we have narrowed it down, and the naming ceremony will commence very soon! 🙂

Justen — Sexual Frustration is Rising

Here are more of Justen’s Thoughts as he continues his 12 week sissy training process. How do you think he is faring? Feel free to comment below with suggestions, comments and/or questions:

7/13 Today I didn’t have to go to any classes so I stayed home for awhile and took a long bath.i love taking baths the heat feels so good, I love closing my eyes. After I did the affirmations I closed my eyes and saw myself next to a blonde girl we were cuddled in the bed both wearing corsets and stockings she had her arms wrapped around me. When I got out of the bath I put on some pink panties with hearts and walked around since I was home alone.

I felt pretty horny so I tried orgasm edging…then got worried that I was going to cum so I stopped.

I left the house wearing the panties and did a couple things, and went to my school. When I got back home I said hi to my parents and went to my room and did a little homework and then edged again. I feel so horny all the time! It sucks 🙁 I want some release please, pretty please!?

7/14 OMG  today felt so good outside!! Today I went to school and sat through my boring classes :(.

When I got home I did my affirmations, while my eyes were closed I saw myself wearing guy clothes but under it I had on panties, a garter belt and stockings.

I was walking arm and arm with a girl. I had a butt plug in my butt, and the girl knew that I had the plug in. when she knew that there wasn’t anyone was looking would rub against my but reminding me that it was there. I think the easiest habit or thing I can do is take a shower using feminine soaps and stuff since I take a shower every day, and now I’m using feminine soaps. I also tried doing some yoga again :)… But I’m not flexible yet so it’s all really hard to do :(.

I haven’t came yet, this whole edging is hard by the way.

I am really looking forward with the buying girls stuff, I don’t know what items I should buy which is what I need help doing or like a list of stuff I need.

Justen- Forming Ritualistic Female Habits

My Sissy Justen is in his 2nd almost 3rd week of Mistress Lillith’s 12 step sissy training program. He seems to be progressing along nicely.

During his first week, he had affirmations to repeat daily. Words are very powerful and the more he recites his personal affirmations, the more he believes them and gets into that sissy subspace of a mind.

This week he is prepping the feminized body in a few different fashions as well as setting up some ritualized feminine routine.

As girls we do have daily routines that we do to keep our selves chic, sleek, and sexy.

Part of his requirement is to write regularly in a diary and have it submitted here for all to read, and so HE can keep track of his progress.

Here is one of his submissions:

Justen Said—“Today I took a bath using the feminine soap I bought and at the end I said my affirmations. Since my body was loose because of the bath I tried to do a little yoga, which I find hard because I have no flexibility at all! When I finished I laid and calmly slept. After that I talked to my Mistress which I enjoy, she is the only person I can talk this stuff to. I asked her to if she can give me a name and she said to give her time. Then I told her about myself so she can have an easier time with my name.”

Naming my sissy isn’t something I take lightly. This training is an intense 12 week course that is designed to get you on a long term path to feminization and sissfication. I am working on a name for naming Justen and it will be a ceremonious day when his new hame is revealed and HE becomes a SHE.

Welcome to Sissy Diaries~

Hello My Sissies, Queens, Fem Boys and all others~

I am Mistress Lillith, the creator of Sissy Diaries. I often give sissy assignments to my feminization trainees and it regularly requires them to keep a journal, a diary of sorts.

One of the most important things on your journey is that you get to know you as the fem girl that you are, and that record your steps to see your progression and make adjustments as necessary.

When I encourage them to write things down, I want thoughts, feelings, fantasies all of the above. Sometimes the entry is expected to contain certain points that pertain to their specific training~

However, this shouldn’t be just something that is open to MY sissies alone, but to others that are going through training and others that just wish to have a place to write their thoughts down and be able to read them back.

I am hereby opening Sissy Diaries to anyone that wishes to write down their thoughts, experiences, and/or fantasies.

This is a diary after all, while it may be public and view-able to anyone, you basically remain anonymous. It is a GREAT way to come out publicly without actually doing so, and this is also a great place to complete those diary type sissy assignments with other mistresses as well.

I look forward to reading the submissions and commenting or giving my advice, and welcome not just sissies and feminization lovers, but also other mistresses that enjoy training our boys to become the women of their dreams~