Justen — Sexual Frustration is Rising

Here are more of Justen’s Thoughts as he continues his 12 week sissy training process. How do you think he is faring? Feel free to comment below with suggestions, comments and/or questions:

7/13 Today I didn’t have to go to any classes so I stayed home for awhile and took a long bath.i love taking baths the heat feels so good, I love closing my eyes. After I did the affirmations I closed my eyes and saw myself next to a blonde girl we were cuddled in the bed both wearing corsets and stockings she had her arms wrapped around me. When I got out of the bath I put on some pink panties with hearts and walked around since I was home alone.

I felt pretty horny so I tried orgasm edging…then got worried that I was going to cum so I stopped.

I left the house wearing the panties and did a couple things, and went to my school. When I got back home I said hi to my parents and went to my room and did a little homework and then edged again. I feel so horny all the time! It sucks 🙁 I want some release please, pretty please!?

7/14 OMG  today felt so good outside!! Today I went to school and sat through my boring classes :(.

When I got home I did my affirmations, while my eyes were closed I saw myself wearing guy clothes but under it I had on panties, a garter belt and stockings.

I was walking arm and arm with a girl. I had a butt plug in my butt, and the girl knew that I had the plug in. when she knew that there wasn’t anyone was looking would rub against my but reminding me that it was there. I think the easiest habit or thing I can do is take a shower using feminine soaps and stuff since I take a shower every day, and now I’m using feminine soaps. I also tried doing some yoga again :)… But I’m not flexible yet so it’s all really hard to do :(.

I haven’t came yet, this whole edging is hard by the way.

I am really looking forward with the buying girls stuff, I don’t know what items I should buy which is what I need help doing or like a list of stuff I need.

Justen- Forming Ritualistic Female Habits

My Sissy Justen is in his 2nd almost 3rd week of Mistress Lillith’s 12 step sissy training program. He seems to be progressing along nicely.

During his first week, he had affirmations to repeat daily. Words are very powerful and the more he recites his personal affirmations, the more he believes them and gets into that sissy subspace of a mind.

This week he is prepping the feminized body in a few different fashions as well as setting up some ritualized feminine routine.

As girls we do have daily routines that we do to keep our selves chic, sleek, and sexy.

Part of his requirement is to write regularly in a diary and have it submitted here for all to read, and so HE can keep track of his progress.

Here is one of his submissions:

Justen Said—“Today I took a bath using the feminine soap I bought and at the end I said my affirmations. Since my body was loose because of the bath I tried to do a little yoga, which I find hard because I have no flexibility at all! When I finished I laid and calmly slept. After that I talked to my Mistress which I enjoy, she is the only person I can talk this stuff to. I asked her to if she can give me a name and she said to give her time. Then I told her about myself so she can have an easier time with my name.”

Naming my sissy isn’t something I take lightly. This training is an intense 12 week course that is designed to get you on a long term path to feminization and sissfication. I am working on a name for naming Justen and it will be a ceremonious day when his new hame is revealed and HE becomes a SHE.

Welcome to Sissy Diaries~

Hello My Sissies, Queens, Fem Boys and all others~

I am Mistress Lillith, the creator of Sissy Diaries. I often give sissy assignments to my feminization trainees and it regularly requires them to keep a journal, a diary of sorts.

One of the most important things on your journey is that you get to know you as the fem girl that you are, and that record your steps to see your progression and make adjustments as necessary.

When I encourage them to write things down, I want thoughts, feelings, fantasies all of the above. Sometimes the entry is expected to contain certain points that pertain to their specific training~

However, this shouldn’t be just something that is open to MY sissies alone, but to others that are going through training and others that just wish to have a place to write their thoughts down and be able to read them back.

I am hereby opening Sissy Diaries to anyone that wishes to write down their thoughts, experiences, and/or fantasies.

This is a diary after all, while it may be public and view-able to anyone, you basically remain anonymous. It is a GREAT way to come out publicly without actually doing so, and this is also a great place to complete those diary type sissy assignments with other mistresses as well.

I look forward to reading the submissions and commenting or giving my advice, and welcome not just sissies and feminization lovers, but also other mistresses that enjoy training our boys to become the women of their dreams~