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Exposed Sissy : Paula Jones and her Sissy Journey

Exposing sissies is one of my favorite things to do. I adore reading their back stories and I love posting and furthering their exposure. To me it can start with the back story – but as any of my sissies know…I take it sooo much further than that.

Say Hi to Sissy Paula – she submitted a diary entry to be posted.


Hi my sissy name is Paula Jones real name Paul Greenwell.

My sissy journey started late in life, I was a happy married guy- my wife was good looking successful and we had a great sex life until I was away on business and I was in my motel room looking at porn on my laptop.

I honestly didn’t even know what a sissy was until that night I did dress up once or twice when a teenager but it didn’t turn me on as much as the hot girlfriends I was lucky enough to have back then -anyways back to my story I came across some sissy hypno videos and I was instantly hooked.

NOTHING had ever turned me on like this before that night. I ordered over $1100 worth of clothes, wigs, breast forms, all with express post. Once they arrived to my Po box I started spending a lot more time at my office after hours.

I shaved my whole body and started taking picks and making videos of my self jerking of in my women underwear with make up on and a wig. The breast forms I had were E-cup and huge.

I was watching sissy hypno all night long I got in-touch with an online mistress and that was the start of my demise she instructed me to get a tumbler page and start posting my pics.

This all happened over about 3 months.

My wife by this stage was thinking I was sleeping with someone else and decided to spy on me she came to my work and to her total shock and horror caught me dressed like a cheap slut jerking of to sissy porn. She didn’t say a word. She left me the very next day and hasn’t spoken a word to me since. I didn’t try to contact her at all.

By this stage obsessed with sissy exposure.

I’ve tried to stop so many time I always end up doing it again and each time it’s worse than the last time I’ve paid thousands to online mistress and lately masters aim out of control can’t get enough exposure.

I’ve bean with a couple of men and a few sissies over this ten year journey. Im so deep into exposure that I use my real name on every pic and video I post.

It is only a matter of time before friends and family find out that I am a sissy.

I don’t know what I will do when that day comes that’s my story.


Sometimes we don’t know what it is that makes us tick until we just happen to come across it one day and it just clicks. No rhyme, no reason – it just feels right, it’s fun, it’s exciting. One thing the internet has been good for is having all sorts of fun fetish videos out there that people watch and learn about the kinks and lifestyles of others. Perhaps it was the sissy hypno clips Paula watched that turned her into a sissy. But, I have a distinct feeling that this was something in her all along – they hypno just brought it to the forefront and Paula learned what ‘IT’ was.

Thanks for your sissy diary submission Paula!

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Exposed: Sissy Jessica wants to kiss and tell

It has been quite some time since Sissy Jessica was exposed on my websites. She is certainly already exposed everywhere else. When she is feeling her best she unlocks her youtube videos and has them show up. It doesn’t take long for them to be found in search engines. Even I have looked and found them.

It is always comical to me that she has to sneak away while at work to put on layer after layer after layer of red lipstick. Red lipstick is Sissy Jessica’s favorite. The smooth, creamy texture.

The more lipstick she has on, the more sissified she feels.

But, the REAL fun happens when she starts to rub that little clitty. Sneaking little touches here and there.

 

Michael Burdick likes to hide Sissy Jessica, BUT, once Michael Burdick starts to rub – she loses what little control she had.

She keeps adding layers of lipstick, she keeps rubbing her clit stick – I wonder what her coworkers think about her many, many trips to the bathroom throughout the day. She is usually in there for quite some time- kissing or licking toilet seats, making little recordings, doing whatever I tell Jessica do.

Sissy Jessica LOVES little tasks.

This most recent interaction with her—she let some fun information slip on out.

I love when my sissies are on such a high, and feeling such a rush that they start to reveal even MORE secrets to me.

 

I’ve always known that Sissy Jessica loves to suck cock. She craves a thick meaty mushroom head and a long vein-y shaft to be slammed into the back of her throat. She is a complete and total sissy slut.

BUT, she was looking up something more deep and sensual this time.

She wants to kiss a man. Long, sensual, passionate kisses that moisten women’s panties when they watch it on the big screen.


“I want to make out with a man while I rub his cock.

I want him to kiss my neck and nibble my ears while I stroke him.

I want to feel his hands all over my body as I suck his cock until he’s hard.

He throws me down on my back and lifts my legs so he can kiss me while he fucks me

Kissing my lips and neck as he pounds my sissy girl ass.”


It would seem as though Sissy Jessica has been romanticizing Pretty Woman, but is breaking the rule of ‘No kissing on the lips’ – She doesn’t just want to suck and fuck…she wants a more intimate connection with a man.

Sissy Jessica is a slut that is wanting to be tamed by a strong male – one that can treat her like the whore she is, and kiss her like a dime store romance novel.

Hey, I don’t blame her. I know all to well the ecstasy I feel from passion, lust, and desire. Sometimes you just want to suck and fuck –

other times you want to feel them in you in more ways than physical.

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Want to see some of her past exposure? Sissy Jessica was first exposed August 27th, 2014. She has always loved her sissy red lipstick, 4 years later, she is still obsessed.

 http://www.sissydiaries.com/this-sissy-loves-red-lipstick/ 

 

Then we tried to say goodbye to Michael Burdick once and for all January 6, 2016

http://www.sissydiaries.com/michael-burdick-is-a-sissy/

Exposed Sissy: Phyllis Laday

I’ve seen countless pictures of Phyllis Laday – she is a beautiful blonde sissy that looks FANTASTIC in red. You could never convince me that she was EVER a ‘Phil’ – There is not a bone in my body that would ever believe her to be Phil from Northern California.

She will always and forever be Phyllis Laday

The world needs to know of this Sassy, Slutty Sissy – Half would be in awe, the other half will be lining up to get their cocks sucked by her. Many truckers have wiped smeared lipstick off of their cocks from the cock gobbler, Phyllis Laday.


I’m a mature cross dressing sissy in Northern California that needs exposure. I try to pretend to be Phil a strait male in my vanilla life but the fact is I love to make myself pretty from head to toe and enjoy dating masculine men that are into sissies(can’t believe there are so many men into sissies) and having sex with them.

I started out by just posting a few pics of me on AOL and was amazed how many men commented on me and sent me phone numbers and emails and it excited me. There was one local guy I met in a chat room that wanted to meet me real time. I didn’t think I was gay at the time but thought it wouldn’t hurt to try it with a man one time…..wrong. To make a long story short I’ve kinda lost track on how many men have used me and I’ve become an excellent cock sucker and can even deep throat most men.

I’ve met men through craigslist ad, cross dressing and meet up sites.

One of my favorites is getting a hotel room near truck stop and dressing up like a slut and cruising and trying to get picked up by horny men.

I also love adult book stores with video arcades and glory holes.

This kinda scares me as people that know me wouldnt believe I such a faggot and has caused me to purge my things sometimes and try to be a man again but it doesn’t work. I was probably meant to be a Sissy as I have a very small cock and only one testicle and was never very good at pleasing a women anyway.

I’m married, she knows of my cross dressing and not supportive. She doesn’t know but suspects I may have been with men. We are friends, but our relationship is sexless as she is not a sexual person and I’m inadequate in the bedroom. A lot of this has to do with my brain being reprogrammed to my true self as a bottom sissy for men.

I feel I may have become totally gay now.

I only watch gay porn and Sissy hypno vids that are pushing me further.

I want to tell her but not sure how.

Maybe, if Mistress Lillith keeps exposing me I may get caught and have no choice. Most people would be shocked to know I do this and it shocks me also. The exposure scares me but excites me too.

There is no turning back once I’m exposed and I’m starting to see my pics all over the internet so much that it now has me thinking of how I’m going to explain myself.


I love to expose my sissies. It brings them attention and excitement. When I post it on my blog, it is forever. Phyllis Laday knows this, accepts this and is ready to take the next steps into exposure.

She may purge, she may toss her wig and cut up her thongs. She may attempt to erase all trace – and yet, it will always be…RIGHT HERE. Front and center, just like a cocksucking attention whore sissy needs.

Welcome to the spot light Phyllis, I know you love it – and I know you want more.

Sissy Crossdresser April Exposed

Many sissies crave exposure, for me…it is only fun with PERMANENT exposure. That means YOUR pictures, YOUR story, YOU are placed on my blog or website indefinitely. No going back.

Today we have Sissy April ~ always and forever an resident of Sissy Diaries. She needs exposure – constant exposure. The more that see her, and spread her story – the more she will understand that there is NOT going back.

The internet is forever, and so is Mistress Lillith’s Sissy Exposure.

Word from Sissy April: “I am seriously addicted and conditioned to love my sissy crossdresser exposure that I can only cum by being exposed while wearing panties, stockings bra, slip, heels and either a nightgown or skirt”

Sissy April was formerly known as Thomas M  Cozart from Wilson, NC

She loves the feel of her nylons covering and caressing her legs. Getting all dolled up is the highlight of her day – and anytime she is exposed its like Christmas all over again for her. She loves the feeling of being exposed ESPECIALLY as she sees her exposure WHILE she is dolled up and enjoying her sissy self.

Her ex-wife likes to keep tabs on her, so this is Sissy April also saying ‘HEY! I’M STILL A SISSY’ – She wants the world to know. She wants her ex-wife and boss to know too. Why not send them an email:

Exposure is a sure way to fully accept your sissy lifestyle. The more you are exposed, the more it is embedded into you as something that you will NEVER be able to backpedal on or change –

Perhaps you have seen the many re-tweets of Sissy April – from Mistresses like myself, and even other sissies are having fun exposing her. Go and follow: @sissycdtv – find my tweet and others and tweet them out 😉

You could also grab this link and email it to Sissy April’s boss and wife. (Just click on the emails below and a box will pop up for you to send a message 😉  )  Show the pictures, start the conversation – well keep it going that is.

FOREVER AND EVER

 

 

 

 

 

 

Do you want to be a permanently exposed sissy on my blog? Give me a call or shoot me an email 😉

Exposing Sissy Tara

You may find that woman stunningly attractive. But you aren’t having images of wooing her. Are you? You aren’t picturing being that perfect man in her life. You would much rather walk up to her and strike up a conversation hoping that she notices your fresh set of nails you just had done earlier. You want her to ask you about your nails, ask you about the attire that you have on – did you get a new dress? Who did your hair today? That is a fantastic pair of shoes!

You want to have girlie girl conversations while looking and feeling like a girlie girl. You want to BE one of the girls.

This high that you get from wearing and looking like the perfect sissy – needs to be…permanent. That feeling that you get when women are asking about your mannerisms and about your clothing choices and about your overall sissy style, look and feel – needs to stay. Not just a ‘boring Friday night’ kind of feeling.

For Sissy Tara of Chicago, she is the epitome of what a sissy should be. Look at her poise, look at her grace. She takes time and actually walks the walk. She does live a double life. Wearing panties and thongs under her ‘man clothes’ during the work day and donning lipstick and playing with dildos at night.

On special occasions, she will get herself dolled up and go get profession photos done of herself. Living life as a sissy. Out in the open. Knowing that those pictures may not always stay a secret. Honestly, why keep them a secret? Sissy Tara is FANTASTIC and NEEDS THE SPOTLIGHT. She needs to put on her highest heels and scream from the roof tops that she is a fabulous sissy and loves

being a sissy.

You can tell in the photos how fantastic she feels. She really…opened her self up…in a few of them as she bounced up and down on a bright red dildo.

Sissy Tara is probably one of the most genuine sissies that I have had the pleasure of speaking with, and now the pleasure is all mine to shine that spotlight on her and give her the exposure she so rightfully deserves.

She is around twitter, I know I’ve seen and retweeted her pictures in the past. If you see her pop up, retweet it. Show her off and expose her. There will be no hiding in the shadows, not any more and certainly not for this sexy and fun little sissy.

Show yourself Tara, be a loud and proud sissy!

This Sissy LOVES Red Lipstick

How many of you sissies enjoy slathering on that smooth, creamy, lipstick. For some of you that is your absolute FAVORITE part of getting all femmed up.

For my sissy, Jessica Michaels, red lipstick is her absolute favorite.

While so many girls and sissy girls clamor over the 50 shades of grey…THIS sissy falls over 50 shades of RED. This is what she had to say about her red lipstick:
red lipstickI really love putting on and wearing women’s lipstick. It feels so smooth and sexy on my lips. The way is glides across them creating a slippery, shiny coating. It can never be a light shade, it always has to be a dark slutty color. The kind that stains my lips when I’m wearing it so I might not be able to hide it the next day.

It makes me feel sexy and at the same time, completely humiliated.

To be a man wearing tons of bright red lipstick is embarrassing and exhilarating. But the feeling of it on my lips, the smell, the taste. Makes my heart pound in my chest.
photo (9)The latest one, a color called “Tempt” is long-lasting, but also has some lip plumper in it. It makes my lips tingle as they become more pouty and the color sets into my skin.
Mistress Lillith loves making me put on tons and tons of it, making me ask repeatedly for more and more until I can not take it anymore. Then she makes me add more still.
I love that she is turning me into a helpless sissy lipstick addict for her amusement. I can’t resist the feeling when she tells me to “put on LOTS more”.
I fear my future as a lipstick slut, but I also can’t help but love the idea of having constantly red and shiny lips for everyone to see what a naughty little lipstick slut I have become for Mistress Lillith.

So now I ask all of you sissies…what color lipstick is YOUR favorite? What is your favorite part of dressing up?

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Sissy Tracy Needs Pimping

I found yet another victim that gets her little sissy clitty wet when she thinks of getting attention after being whored out by her mistress.

maidFor Tracy’s beginners outting (for those sissies not yet ready for a serious sissy outting), I asked her to send me a few pictures and answer a few questions.  I know she said that she DOESN’T want to be outted…but she read the PPV activity, and agreed to it by her simple response…now Tracy’s fate is in MY hands…and I want to share her with the world! Time to pimp this little sissy whore out!!

Tracy has been dressing since before puberty, dressing in her sister’s and mother’s clothing until she was old enough to go to thrift stores and shop on her own, with her owntracy money.

According to Tracy, going into these stores was a HUMILIATING experience. But, as humiliating as it was, it was a turn on for this little sissy in training.
Tracy lives in Atlantic City, New Jersey. Apparently she likes to send pictures to other people and having the control out of her hands. Makes me wonder just how many pictures are truly out there? and based on how many COULD be out there…is outting her on my blog REALLY that big of a step? I mean…once its out there…its out there forever.

tracy2And once I tweet this blog and a few of her pictures to my 1500+ twitter followers, her pictures will be immortalized in the world wide web.

Oh! And I should mention that this naughty little slut has fantasies of getting dressed up and sucking cock of several random men. She wants to become a cum guzzling, cock sucking sissy slut. (Maybe she will be my next sissy bimbo in a box

Don’t worry your little bimbo heart Tracy, with me…that fantasy will one day turn into a reality. There will be no backing out.

Look at you Tracy! You are now a star~ Now…let’s see what kind of fun I can have over on craigslist with your pictures and desire to suck cock~

Are you a sissy that wants to be outted? How much can you handle?!

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Sissy in a Box

I want to play a game with you.

I want you to get dressed up in your sluttiest sissy attire – Head to toe. Get your hair done, put on your make up and make sure to choose the deepest red lipstick you can find. Make your eyes all dark and shadowy.

Your outfit should be short and revelaling. Maybe even putting on some crotchless panties and having a skirt/dress so short it reveals ALL.

That little sissy clit of yours needs to be wrapped up with a pretty, satin pink ribbon that is tied in a bow at the top.

Put on those sexy thigh high, nylons and your highest fuck me pumps.

Im going to treat you like the little sissy whore you are tonight and you need to look the part.

I will be placing you in a box. A box with several holes on the sides and top.

I will invite the big black men with their huge mandingo dicks to slide their cocks into any hole they desire…and it is YOUR job to please EACH and EVERY one. Suck and fuck inside this glory hole box – there will be mulitple cocks at a time, are you nimble enough to bend and contort your body to please each one?

You can back that sissy ass up to one, while your lips are on another…and both of your hands stretched out rubbing two others.

This is going to be a fun game of sissy in a box. You will go in looking like a slut…and come out looking like a cum covered sissy slut.

Doesn’t this sound like a nice cum filled/fun filled evening?

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Want to be an OUTTED sissy?

Are you one of those attention whore sissies?  I would actually be surprised if you weren’t—after all, my stable of sissies – sissy maids, sissy bimbos, girlfriend sissies and all the rest—seem to LOVE getting attention.

There are a few that shy away and only break out those sexy high heels , lipstick and lingerie in the privacy of their own room and locked doors.

But…what if you were outted?

What if your dirty little secret was released to the world? It could be something as simple as someone tweeting your name, or something as elaborate as posting on different social networking sites and contacting those closest to you.

Does that tickle your fancy and have your clitty leaking?

Do you think your family, friends and co-workers would humiliate you and laugh and point..or would they snicker behind your back…or would they just go on about their day to day because all you did was admit to something they all already knew. (perhaps your secret of being a femboy isn’t much of a secret at all)

These are just things that my sissies ponder and I LOVE having the option in my finger tips of outting you. I want people to know. I WANT to show you off.

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While Id rather you joined me in outting yourself, I don’t mind forcing it upon you and putting you in situations that will likely leave you blushing and fumbling for the right words to say.

Could you imagine sitting at lunch with a girlfriend or group of ‘guy pals’ and I walk in…sit at the table, and just place a pair of panties on top. Ones that you KNEW belonged to you. I would quickly introduce myself as Lillith, and say I was a close friend of yours and then explain that the panties weren’t mine. Id follow up with the fact that YOU knew who they belonged to and sitting right there, we’d all await your response.

Let’s not forget, I’ll correct you if you stumble and try to fib, and id bring out the pictures I had take to show you in the same panties I placed on the table.

After outting you, Id giggle finish my drink and head out – of course Id be looking forward to hearing about your experience and the conversation that followed.

Have you been outted before my sissy? Is it something that you fantasize about? Leave a comment below, I want to know how you would picture this little rendezvous going down.

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Sissy Lingerie Contestants

Hey there sissy girls!

I have collected and sorted all of the the sexy, slutty and cute lingerie photos that all you sissies have sent in. I think the sissy trainers and I are going to have quite a bit of fun judging and deciding who looks the best in what out fit.

There are 3 categories: Sexy, Slutty and Cute — each sissy chose their own category and/or submitted a couple of different shots for a couple of different categories. I think we may throw in an OVERALL and maybe even a viewers choice 😉

Look at all of these sexy sissies below and leave a comment on whom your favorite is !

Here are all of the CUTE SISSY LINGERIE OUTFITS:

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Here are all of the SEXY SISSY LINGERIE OUTFITS:

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Here are all of the SLUTTIEST SISSY LINGERIE OUTFITS:

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AND here is our Glamorous Sissy ~

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The Fergie song G-L-A-M-O-R-O-U-S is now stuck in my head. 😉

I also put all of these entries on my twitter for the world to see. Nothing like outting a sissy! (One of my favorite pastimes)

and lets not forget to give a shout out to the judging mistresses:

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Good luck sissies! We all know you did a fantastic job getting on your lingerie and taking some pictures or even having us take the pictures during sissy training sessions while we watched you on cam. 😉