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Diary Submission: bbc loving Sissy Butt slut

Hello, I am a sissy butt slut.

I realized I loved cock very early. I started posting on Craigslist when I was younger and would fuck guys while still in school

I would expose my pictures and videos online in chat rooms, cam shows, and Craigslist. Grinder has made it Soo much easier.

BBC is my biggest craving. I love twerking for black guys.

My ass is always plugged while I do this. Once I started buying dildos online, I turned into a full butt slut. Bigger dildos to feed my “size queen” cravings. More exposure continued thought the years.

Now I’m at the point where BBC worship is all I want to do.

My passion for gaping my butt and dressing like a whore stems from an early memory where I was held down and dry humped by a group of older boys. After that I think I just realized I need to submit to real men and give my ass to BBC daddies.

It makes me proud knowing I can take a 10 inch cock in my butt. It fills that need I was born with that makes me weak to an alpha daddy with a big cock.

I have a girlfriend also.

She knows I’m a sissy. She has pegged me a few times and she often found my online videos and profiles.

I guess all I can do is submit this diary entry furthering my path down the sissy rabbit hole.

I’ll probably go too far this time and actually ruin relationships in my life.


Response from Mistress Lillith: Would it really be ruining relationships though? You’d be exposed and out, so really it anyone that doesn’t accept it would just be excusing themselves and making more room for you to find people that can accept the real BBC worshipping you.

Continue feeding your hungry dildo obsessed booty – happy stretching in the new year!

Exposed Sissy – Oliver Wilson-Shaw

When eager sissy beavers submit for complete sissy exposure – they find themselves on the edge of their seats. Waiting. Watching.

The same can be said of Sissy Oliver here.

You will rarely find me posting complete exposure right away unless they are live on the phone or in a skype session with me. Why? Because I get off on the power exchange of it all. I know you are chomping at the bit and I want you to sit and stew. I want your obsession to grow and see if it will grow or if you will find yourself regretting the decision to become exposed.

My blog is forever. I have no reason nor desire to really take anything down and even if they paid the very high fee for the picture removal REQUEST, the written words themselves will never be removed and the REQUEST is just that…a request. I reserve the right to deny it. I have a couple of times.

I want to shed the light on you. I want you to be exposed. Sissies need to be exposed. Sissies may purge, Mistress Lillith will not.

Once again you are being re-introduced to Sissy Oliver Wilson-Shaw.

Sissy Oliver Wilson-Shaw

“ My full name is Oliver Wilson-Shaw. I have been exposed before and tried to purge. This time I want it to be for real. 

I am not a cock loving sissy. Just a lingerie wearing, don’t own any male underwear, married wannabe cuckold type of sissy.

I frequently wet myself deliberately and publicly just the danger of getting caught by someone I know is a pure thrill.

If my wife knew the full extent of my perversions I probably wouldn’t be married anymore.

I have been using phone sex to get off for years “


Using phone sex and an array of panties and lingerie. LOL I’m also thinking at some point if the panty wetting gets too extreme I may have to introduce Sissy Oliver Wilson-Shaw to some sissy diapers and plastic panties. I think there is something to work with here for Oliver Wilson-Shaw.

Panty and lingerie wearing is only a part of it. It’s time to grow.

I know what is best for my dear sissies. I only have your best interests at heart and the best of intentions…even if you don’t know what’s good for you.

What is good for Sissy Oliver Wilson-Shaw? What is it that this sissy needs?

Oliver Wilson Shaw

To feel the warmth of the spotlight shining down on here – ultimately…permanently.

Sissy Diary Entry: Lisa the fashion lover

Today is an entry from a Fashion loving sissy, Lisa (aka Mark McCreadie ) that likes to shop until she drops and enjoy an evening showing off her new threads.


As a sissy, I absolutely love going shopping for new dresses, skirts and lingerie.

There is something magical about picking out nice outfits and trying them on. Since the first time I pulled on a pair of my Mums knickers all those years back I have been absolutely hooked on all things femme.

As a sissy there is nothing better than getting home and trying on all your new purchases.

I have already been exposed on sissy diaries in the past ( Exposed Sissy Lisa ) and let me tell you it is a wonderful experience and makes you crave so much more exposure.

Living in a big city it allows you to shop in so many wonderful shops and see other ladies browsing such lovely items.

A sense of jealousy always comes across you as you want to be dressed exactly as they are at that moment. At least you can always have a bra and panties underneath yucky men’s clothes. Getting home and having little fashion shows really makes you feel feminine and gives such an amazing buzz.

Who doesn’t love a nice tight skirt with a pair of wonderful tights, oh it’s just so exhilarating when you slip in to a pair of heels. Us sissies just wish we could leave the house and be dressed like that forever

I have added this photo of my favourite skirt that I purchased last month. I love the detail and how it complements a nice pair of tights.

Thank you Mistress Lillith for allowing us this wonderful place to submit our exposure.


You are quite welcome my dear. Sissies need a place they can be exposed and hide in plain sight. It is a virtual stepping out, virtually stepping out of the house – dressed like the pretty little sissy that you are.

Fashion shows are some of my favorite cam sessions – when I have my sissy girls on a bit of a cat walk, dancing around, flashing off those new outfits they’ve picked up. You get to feel like your beautiful sissy self.

I would encourage you to step out wearing at least SOME fem attire. Pretty panties underneath, sexy nylons. If it is sweater weather you could possibly get a way with wearing a bra. Be a daring sissy and see your sissy world brighten and expand. 😊

Sissy Diary Entry: Oliver The lingerie LOVER

Today’s posting is was submitted by Oliver ~ A secret but not so secret closeted crossdressor. One that adores the look and feel of sexy lingerie. Oliver is dying for the opprotunity to share and discuss his true passion – prancing around in lingerie. Would you like to have a discussion with him?

Oliver’s Twitter: @tart_boy


Hi. I’m Oliver.

I’m actually a straight guy who is married.

I’m exposed quite a bit as you can see from my Twitter profile.

Oliver Wilson-Shaw
Oliver Wilson-Shaw, a sissy crossdressing straight male with an obsession for lingerie.

I would love some more exposure if you can see fit to find the time.

I already have one friend following me on my twitter account but she is in on it.

I would find it such a thrill to log in one day and find a vanilla friend has found out and messaged me privately to ask me what this is all about. I would then be forced to tell them all about my life long lingerie fetish and how it’s crippling my marriage.

I’m happy to have my face exposed and whatever contact details you deem appropriate. I regularly post photos on my twitter from work.

I’ll visit the toilets on a break and take humiliating pictures of my current panties.

I’m not a wannabee cocksucker like a lot of other sissies. It’s the lingerie and the thrill of explosive that get me off.

I have been into lingerie and panties for as long as I can remember. I found a pair of satin frilly tangas when I was about 14.

The feel of them changed my life. As soon as I put them on I knew what I was meant to wear.

I suffered with the shame.for a long time and I couldn’t even count the number of purges of knickers I’ve had in my life from the guilt of wearing something I “shouldn’t”.

I now have an entire draw full of exciting and mostly satin underwear. I only have one or two pairs of boxers for in case I absolutely need them but I wear knickers all the time now.


The urge to purge will hit every sissy out there from time to time, it is not just sissies it hits but it does seem to hit them a bit harder. There is a tinge of guilt that forces you to purge, and then the guilt when you inevitably come back to it. You will ALWAYS come back ~ yes, ALWAYS. It is who you are.

For Oliver Wilson-Shaw, he is a sissy crossdressing straight male with an obsession for lingerie.


Interested in sending in a submission to possibly be posted on Sissy Diaries? Click here (make sure to read/follow the rules or it won’t be posted)

Sissy Diary Entry: Kaycee in Chastity


This is the posting of a sissy diary entry made by Kaycee. Edited for clarity, some names withdrawn from the posting ~ No pictures submitted with this diary entry.


Dear Sissy Diary:

I am in the chastity phase. I need help. Begging for a Mistress to help train this novice sissy slut.

i am wearing a pink dress, nude pantyhose with white ankle sox. My ass is stuffed with an 8″ realistic dildo. I am locked in a chastity cage under my silky pink panties.

Please Mistress Make me your bitch. I suck- I mean I’ll do anything for you.

My mind and body are yours if you’ll take charge of my life and free me from decisions.

I am easily hypnotized with a wide assortment of trigger phrases. “CUNT FACE NOW” is my current trance. I am lying on my back with my left leg up over the back of the couch.

I picture you pounding me as I thrust my beautiful dildo in and out of my ass.


My last Mistress reprogrammed me in one weekend. We drove 3 hrs north to a little beach town. It was known for its private beeches where anything goes.

We got adjoining rooms and Mistress took the bigger suite. I accepted Her directional nod and went to the bathroom.

“Take a shower”, she said. I heard the TV come on as I took off my clothes.

I thought I heard the door close again and asked” Miss”? “Yeah, toss me your clothes”. I threw my shorts, sox, underwear and t shirt out-side the bathroom door.


I was about to turn off the shower when the shower door opened and my Mistress entered.

“Stand against the wall with your arms out kay. I’m going to let you use my moisturizer” I smiled slightly remembering the sweet odor.

Mistress said “this kind has a delayed reaction. It smells bad until it gets rinsed”

She lied of course.


I guess this sissy seems to be slightly desperate for a mistress to serve. The best place to find cries for help is in a diary. LOL. Also seems as though this story may be missing a few parts. The moisturizer…was it a soft scented moisturizer or was it nair? The part about the delayed reaction and a bad scent until it is rinced had me believing that it is NOT moisturizer, but nair. Removing the body hair from you.

Hairless sissies are always much better ~ Hope you had a good trip to the beach sissy!

Interested in sending in a submission to possibly be posted on Sissy Diaries? Click here (make sure to read/follow the rules or it won’t be posted)

Exposed: Sissy Cumslut colton

Being a sissy cumslut is a dirty job. Best to NOT do that in the proverbial closet.

It’s always a good idea to clean out the closet whenever you get a chance. For one, I’m a bit of neat freak and two…there is so much more room for all things sexy and femme in your closet once you remover yourself from it.

Colton here is on the right track. She claims she is a closeted sissy but the truth is, she is going to be expelled from said hypothetical (And possibly literal) closet. It makes me giggle that she goes through her Fiancé’s closet for the best outfits. She is choosing date night outfits for herself because obviously she is meeting up with random men she finds online and via different apps. I wonder what outfit her fiancé would choose for her? I bet her fiancé regularly picks out her own outfits to go meet real men to hook up with too. Clearly they have some common ground. LOL

Sissy Colton even admitted to stealing and dressing in her Mother in Law’s panties and dresses – then would go out and fuck men, bare back. Colton is the poster girl for sissy cum slut whore. Im not sure how she ever thought she could really hide in the closet, but It’s my privilege to expose her for the true sissy she was meant to be.

Some of her fondest memories are of her in your Mother in Law’s lingerie, dancing and prancing around the room playing with that clit stick and masturbating. She shared some other dirty deeds too but some a little too naught to share here. (involves tampons, I’ll let your minds wander with that)

Colton was never a real man and really has always been a cum slut sissy. How else could she explain being fucked by more men then women? Hell, the number of men she has fucked is less than the number of women she has kissed. She says her Fiancé doesn’t know…but…I’m willing to be she knows. Oh, she knows.

She knows what a cock sucking cum guzzling dumpster slut of a sissy you are. She’s probably just waiting for you to admit to it so she can exploit you more and probably cuckold you with real men…or perhaps even share a man or two.

Enjoy being expelled from the closet and exposed indefinitely!

Exposed Sissy: Becca the CUM GUZZLING SISSY SLUT

I will forever feel like an exposed sissy is a re-birthed sissy. Once something is posted out there on the internet, it is forever. Even if someone were to pay a removal fee – that never guarantees with 100% certainty that those pictures will be hidden forever. You never know who is reading sites and deciding to lift photos. My removal fee is for my time and for your hope – but…my hope, is that I never have to remove these in the first place. Id much rather an exposed sissy remain an exposed sissy … indefinitely.

Like this sissy, Becca.

According to her she has hidden her secret crossdressing, sissy desires for 10 years. But, I’d be willing to be that she has had these urges LOOOOONG before that. Maybe it was 10 years ago that she admitted it.

Becca has admitted how much of a cock sucking cumguzzling cum dumpster she is. When she is dressed up and forced to her knees to worship a big fat meaty cock – she is at her happiest. She finds her sissy faggot clitty dripping and drooling while being treated like the whore she is.

She did tell me that it was scary to be outted. It can be scary and it can be exciting – and that is all the more reason to do it!

So here is Becca.

Becca likes to suck cock.

Becca is a sissy slut.

Becca is a sissy whore.

Becca wants to suck a cock, have to wipe the cum off of her chin as she smiles and says ‘Thank you Mistress, may I have another?”

Becca is exposed – always and forever. Stop by and say “hi” to her. Show her what you got, she’s sure to show you a good time 😉   

SISSY FURTHER EXPOSED: SHAWNA SISSYTOES


Skeletons in the closet are NOTHING compared to a sissy crossdresser in the closet just DYING to jump out and be exposed to the world. For some sissies, the longer they are in the closet the stronger their desires grow  — the desire to bust down that door while wearing their high heels and sexy sissy attire.

Shawna SissyToes is feeling that urge.

She is ready to come out from underneath her rock and scream what a pretty little girl she is. (yes, that pun was intentional).


Hello Mistress. This is Shawna SissyToes, a closet sissy living in Rockland Maine.

I have been secretly crossdressing since I was very young, now I’m almost 31!!

I love to look and feel like a pretty, little girl soooooo much!! I have a very small cock that fits perfectly in my little, sissy panties!! I have a feminine, girlyboy ass that craves and aches for real men’s cocks and even women armed with a strapon cocks!!!

I used to be straight, but now I’m a sissy girl and sissies love cock, so now I love yummy cock!!

I want to be fully feminized from wig down to my painted tootsies and suck on real dicks, as well as taking them up my tight, sissy fag bum!!

Mmmmmmm…. I wish to be exposed for being a cock loving sissyboy!!

It turns me on and I have been wanting to escape my sissy closet for years now!! 

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I can PERFECTLY PICTURE shawna singing – “I feel pretty” in a mirror with her lingerie and brightly colored lipstick singing into a dildo microphone. An encore song of ‘Im coming out, and I want the world to know’

I want the world to know about Shawna Sissy Toes and I want Shawna Sissytoes to truly experience life as a cock sucking crossdressing sissy. I can feel the excitement in her typed confessions and when chatting with her she is over flowing with anticipation of sucking cock and being exposed. Time to raise your sissy flag Shawna!

Enjoy the spotlight sissy! The light looks good on you!

Exposed Sissy: Brittanny the Panty Thief

I LOVE hearing from my panty thief sissies. This one will find herself in some serious trouble if she keeps stretching her wife’s panties out.


Good morning Mistress!

Thank you for giving sissies like me a place to expose ourselves. I have always needed a place to tell my story and to be exposed without really telling my secret to a lot of people close to me. I have to keep my secret because I am married with kids and I don’t think my wife would like to know what I do.

The real reason I work at home is so I can be who I want to be.

I worked in an office and always wore my wife’s panties.

Im bigger than her so they are always a little tight and give me the cutest, round bubble butt. My butt likes to eat those panties and I found myself picking them out of my butt all day long. It was so embarrassing. I am the reason that her panties get stretched out. I would often rush home to do the laundry before she got there and put the panties back so I wouldn’t have to worry about her smelling me on her panties. I buy her panties all the time, she thinks they are for her, but they are really for me.

I was happy when my company downsized and let a lot of us work from home because now once my wife goes to work, I rip off these clothes and slip into her panties and my bra. I bought my own bra because my wife is D and all I can fill is a B.

I keep the bra hidden underneath my side of the mattress at home.

I take care to not let her see it. I am the only one that makes the bed and cleans the room. I think I might like doing house work too. It is really hard to do house work wearing heels that don’t fit me. She is a size 8 and I am a size 11 (in man sizes. the only thing about me that is man size.)

I can’t post a picture this time, but maybe I can find the courage soon.

Thank you mistress

Thanks for your submission Brittanny! Seems to me like you have nearly the perfect set up.

I DO wonder what you would do in the event you are gallivanting around the house and your wife surprises you by coming home for lunch.

LOL. Maybe rather than stretching her panties out, you should get some that actually fit you – maybe you won’t be digging in your ass –unless of course, that is something you get a naughty thrill from then dig away little panty thief!

Be careful though, a hidden mattress bra could have some ramifications if discovered. Out of curiosity – what would you say? Would you come clean? Have you fantasized or thought about being caught in your wife’s sexy ‘unmentionables’?

Who is up next to be an exposed sissy?

Exposed Sissy: Sissytoes

A brand new sissy diary entry ~ Sissy Toes can be proud of her exposure since she is the first sissy exposed on my sissy website for the year of 2019.

I am SissyToes. I am a 30 year old closet, sissy crossdresser. I have been secretly crossdressing in women’s clothes and heels since I was 15. A good female friend of mine, whom I used to live with, introduced me to crossdressing when I was in my teens.

We were bored sitting around her house one day when she looked at me, with a big, mischievous smile and asked me if I would model some of her clothes for her.

I said yes and agreed to be her little model for a bit. I wore lots of her sexy clothes, including dresses, skirts, camisoles, nighties, leggings, swimsuits, panties and bras, and lots of feminine footwear (high heels, sandals, and girly flip flops).

She knew I enjoyed it A LOT! the proof was in her panties and there was no denying it!! I was more erect and turned on then I had ever been! I was leaking in her panties while I sashayed around for her, fully dressed like a girl!

My friend loved it and laughed so hard, which made me even harder and more aroused!

Ever since then I have secretly worn girls clothes. I have bought a decent amount of girl clothes and heels, but its more fun secretly raiding other women’s wardrobes and prancing around in their clothes and heels!

This is me secretly crossdressing and posing in the house of that same female friend that talked me into it all those years ago – here I was, years later…in her newer house(we no longer live together unfortunately).

She was away from her home, so I snuck into her clothes and secretly posed in her bathroom. I was very turned on, and felt extremely girly, and gay!! I have worn her clothes on more than one occasion, but never got caught. I kind of wish she had caught me and “forced” me to be her little sissy bitch boy!!!

Thanks for reading. Kisses to all, MUAH!!!

Xoxoxo ~ SissyToes


There is something exciting about playing with fire a bit. Being so close to being caught. I’d wonder if your friend would have the same reaction now as she did so many years ago. Tread carefully my dear.

Continue embracing your little sissy bitch boy self!